why i don't do any of the above things when i have feelings = because then i do them to get rid of those feelings because they scare me.
i feel like a pancake that someone forgot to cook blueberries into even though they were sitting right there on the counter.
that made me think of charlize theron, who i don't really understand what the big deal is about.
seriously, why do i always become amorously infatuated when there are 11 million other things going on? and then when things are slow i'm all like "i like space toys and SNES and rock music and whatever with the girls because i'm cool over here by mice elf, so don't worry about it".
i thought, once, that it was just because when i get frazzled i like the idea of there being someone else who can be comforting and whatever...but that's not it. i'm so over that as of like 2 years ago. i don't try to fill the holes in my life with other people anymore; that's just cruel.
but pancakes should have blueberries in them if blueberries are available.
FUCK.
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