either way, i feel a little bit like the four primary dimensions aren't really moving in cohesion with each other, but the fact that i can actually express that thought probably gives away how not-drunk i actually am.
i guess this is good. forced catharsis is probably cheating in the long run. drinking is still fun though. at least something is.
THAT'S A HEALTHY ATTITUDE BEN!!!
right now my world is best expressed by this picture:
if you know what that's from, i will give you a cookie or lick your face. your choice. i sort of want to do both.
it's so weird to fall asleep drunk-ish not to the sounds of a continuing party downstairs or to people crawling up from the depths of a bender, but instead to complete silence and boring-ness. i don't want to regress to my college years and party all the time, but maybe just occasionally. why is everyone so fucking serious all the time? love and humor go hand in hand. control is an illusion. tacos would make me a lot less hungry but they're so far away. and i would totally crash my car into a hill or a pole or an invisible cyborg ninja if i tried to drive to moscow. sigh. seriously, why is life supposed to be so goddamn serious all the time? it seems like the fact that we inevitably die would be reason enough to enjoy living. you're gonna die, you don't have to give up before that.
oh well, i'm doing that drunken thing where i talk shit. and on the internet there's nobody to slap me in the face and say "hey asshole, shut up"...so i'll shut me up.
i'm going to sleep.
goodnight.
...and, because I'm awesome, (also, you gave it away by using the name in your .jpg file) I should now like to collect a cookie by correctly stating the game: Metal Gear for the NES, which Wikipedia says was a port by Konami from the original which was for the MSX2 system.
ReplyDeleteBooyah. I like (m)academia nut, chocolate chip, almond, peanut butter, duplex, chips ahoy, pretty much anything esp. if it doesn't have too much salt.
it was in the filename? oh, what a fool i am.
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