i made a voltron joke in class today and nobody got it. i'm old.
fucking voltron, man! people don't know voltron? are you serious?
there's no caffeine left in the vending machine. it's a weird day today.
lots of lofty, high-and-mighty things going on in my head, but i have to do a bunch of mundane things like clean my apartment and buy groceries and such.
i wrote a rock song, like a real rock song with stupid love-song lyrics and reverb and crunch and shit. it was fun. i almost wore a tie to work today just for the fuck of it.
i'm afraid of the weekend. i can't wait to sleep, but the prospect of having to sit in avery and put this presentation together bothers me. i'm worried about having to do my own thing all weekend...i've been spoiled lately by getting to hang out a lot with awesome people.
it's like candy. as long as i don't interact with anyone or care about anybody, it's easy to get used to being alone. but as soon as i get invested in something, it's hard to cope with a lot of alone time.
a lot of things that have happened lately. a lot of things that have made clear to me exactly how socially fucked up i am. it makes it a bit terrifying to reach out to new people, knowing that at some point i'll disappoint them, or freak them out, or piss them off. but i guess that's the way the world works.
right?
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